/ Tuesday, April 26, 2011
I had sparring today. I swear i was aggresive but my stamina , damn bad. Lately i've not been doing cardio much coz i have high metabolism rate which means i can burn fats easily. That's why i don't do cardio that much. During sparring , i swear i was holding back. I just feel bad hitting my opponent. The only time when i don't feel bad hitting anything is when i'm angry and which i'm controlling it. I don't want to use my anger.
Plus i injured my ankle -.-' . I'm secretly limping. sshh. don't tell anyone.
.never back down.
11:02 PM
>>>
/ Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Maths really bores me man. The reason why is because i need to pay full attention in class because it's not like science where u can just read n understand but maths, no!
Today Biomanufacturing and environment contamination lesson was crap. The lecturer was making lame jokes and we were laughing sacarstically at his jokes! and he doesn't even know. oh yes plus its a combine lecture with a y3 class! and there's this chinese girl wearing a singlet and hot pants! wth! and she's like so freaking revealing! she sat in class with her legs kind of at her chair bt her knee facing the ceiling. i swear , i can't concentrate man! pfft! Ahlian! see la! this is the result of a dickfest class :(
.never back down.
10:01 PM
>>>
/ Monday, April 18, 2011
First day of school and i am already feeling sleepy on the first lesson. Point taken : i need to sleep early the day before if the next morning class starts @ 8/9am! On the bright side , it was a cheerful rainy morning and the lecturer's so far are great Insyaallah!
And i smell Freshies all over the campus! Omg! So arrogant eh me! tsk3... must not be arrogant. Plus there's a new student in my class. His GPA last yr was 4! Hmm... somehow i don't feel inferior or anything. Well i think it's good. when i was in upper sec before , i used to be the top of my class n somehow i feel inferior when someone beats my mark or something. WEll i don't want to be the arrogant snobbish proud kid. I just want to be the nice descent humble guy. Insyaallah!
And i'm so excited about the modules! Finally i'm learning something related to science and most importantly , MEDICAL!!! COOL RIGHT!!! HAHAHA If my ITP at hospital more cool sia! N top of that , i'm being appointed to be the class rep! last yr asst class rep, hmm... nvm got hikmah behind it.
Must start to be more hardworking , responsible , no more slack attitude. Gotta do my best this yr till i graduate! Insyaallah!
.never back down.
9:17 PM
>>>
/ Friday, April 15, 2011
k finally. The last week of holiday is coming to an end. Had a very tiring perfomance week but it's awesome! Today's staff really was great too! Every performance , my nervousness to stand in front of a crowd gets lesser and lesser and then finally! poof! gone!
haiya.. lazy update uh. k bye
.never back down.
8:42 PM
>>>
/ Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Lately when i see girls , i ignore. Hmmph! I dont trust them. Actually to be more specific, i dont trust love. I hate love. I must be a loser. I hate rejections :( anyway juz gt back frm practice. Tmr will be the freshmen orientation party. We re gonna rock e stage man! Im gonna hype e crowd until they get high!! N of coz e food! Im so gonna consume them!
.never back down.
10:35 PM
>>>
/ Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Really has been tiring for the past few days. Training and performance all together in this week.
Really not looking forward for school. I don't know why. And hot bitches in my school , sorry ain't interested. Really hard to get me hit on a girl really. Anti girl.
all the same. Giving me problems. hmmph
.never back down.
8:34 PM
>>>
/ Sunday, April 10, 2011
i swear it's so hard to be a completely good person i tell u. I'm too weak. I can hear Syaitan's whisper to my ear.
.never back down.
5:56 PM
>>>
/ Saturday, April 9, 2011
My bronchitis is really getting bad to worst :( I can't breathe that well... Well that's my secret. Yes i do respiratory problem although i do look kind of fit but it takes me so hard to breathe.
.never back down.
11:54 PM
>>>
hmm... today was a bad start. Went for soccer early morning and played the first game terrible because my body felt so tired. It's as if i was still sleeping. Then i ask for a sub because i played really really terrible the first around. Seriously the most terrible performance so far. First reason i was frustrated , second reason there's things in my mind which i can't seem to let it out.
But i managed to cool myself down. Haha and i played better but still not at best. I'm better off being my hyper self mode. :)
Ate lunch but i couldn't finish my meal. Stomach ain't feeling so good.
Alright let me plan ahead. Study both duniawi and iqrawi. Get a motor license. Get a job. Get a bike! Well that's my plan for now. Ya Allah guide me through alright? :) Hmm... when my birthday arrives , and i still got no money for a bike license. I'll try to beg mom to sponsor and reason out with her. But i'll try to save my money myself. $800 by july 5th? Insyaallah
Do not despair because Allah is with me :) Keep up the Doa. Insyaallah one day :) Just be patient Danial. Orang Sabar Tidak Rugi remember?
Alright till the next time. xai qian!!
.never back down.
7:00 PM
>>>
/ Friday, April 8, 2011
i'm more determine yo! hope nothing will bring me down this time plz! u want prove right? i'll show u prove yo!!! hahaha give me time jek!
.never back down.
11:51 PM
>>>
u know what. I'm thinking of her... yes it's her Rebecca Black. Why ppl hate her so much sey? :( i pity her la. Haiyo. Y i'm such a goodie2... I easily pity ppl. Easy trust , easily fake.
.never back down.
10:53 PM
>>>
im starting to think that getting back on blogger is kinda a good thing. At least i can share my life with my readers , even if there's none , i feel like im sharing it to someone. A place to let it all out.
Let's not talk about what i did today shall we? I feel like it's redundant , really.
First of all , there's this girl i knew from FB. When i first send her a friend request. I swear i didn't expect that she would accept me because she's from a religious school and also an all girl school. But to my suprise , she did accepted me. From then on i chatted with her and add her on msn n twitter.
I kind of got to know her better than nothing. Got to know we've got lots in common , like we both love photography which then cums editing n stuff and there was a day where i was angry which i also got to know that she was also angry coz she posted her thoughts on twitter. Hmm... She sms me if i felt better the next day. For a stranger , i felt that she actually care. Well i really don't know if she did care but for a stranger to msg me if i'm better , well that must be something right? :/ Moving on , the more i chat with her , the more common things we figured. Well to be honest i forgot some coz i really have STM! DAMN IT!
Its weird. Falling for someone u've never met before , Dann? How could this be even happening. Everywhere i go , i'm thinking of her. My life is really dull i tell you. In search of a girl who has the package ( prays , tudung , nice , kind , cute , looks , clever ) Pfft. Looks is second to me. Actually i go along with my heart. What's the use of having looks when i can't even get the girl i want.
My past few exs , all were a mistakes. The first is kinda slutty , second got a bad heart and third! Hmmph! she changed the worst and she doesn't pray :( Really and when i find one that i tot she was the one , she's attached. Starting to give up on love but i came across her on fb. Someone once told me in malay ' orang sabar tidak rugi ' meaning ppl who wait n have patience will not have losses. Every girl i encounter confirm got problem. Plus i don't fall for girls easily. I'm kinda choosy.
Arif told me that i would never going to get her because we've got too many similarities. Just like 'like charges repel and unlike charges attract'. Sigh. Every moment , her image is here in my mind. IT's as if i known her for long. :/ If it's fated , then it won't go anywhere. I am really in an unarm state right now. i Dont know what to do next really. wait? wait again as usual?! till when Dann!
Ya Allah , only u know how i feel n u're the best of all planners. I hope there's a good outcome behind all this misery.
that's it. i'm done
.never back down.
8:11 PM
>>>
/ Thursday, April 7, 2011
i wonder if she really is the one... We've got so many in common...
.never back down.
7:47 PM
>>>
Wasup yo! I actually didn't went back to sleep after Subuh(dawn prayers)! Was up all the way watching Ocean's twelve on my PC and then played PES on it. Plus im waiting for Arif to wake up so we can go to the gym. I ate breakfast late. Ard 2? Since Mom work , there's not much food in the kitchen and i always gets hungry in the middle of the night. :(
Hmm.. AFter gym , i went to JP. Look for a white shirt to wear for next week performance for the Freshies. Hmm... i can't really shop so much la. No money. i got $200 in my bank for this whole month to spend on food to survive! And i'm a big spender when it comes to food! Coz when im hungry , no one can stop me! munch munch munch!!! And the shirt cost $32.70 after discount. Affordable anot ? idk. long time never go shopping. Hmm... dislike asking my parents for money uh. I feel bad that's why i want to work so i can earn the money myself and also , get a motorbike license! ACtually i don't want a bike license instead i want a car license but i got a plan for it.
Get that license and work at pizza hut as a delievery boy. Then in that way got money to buy my own bike n stuff. See! Am i clever or am i clever!! hahahaha k la!!
CHIN CHAO!!!
.never back down.
7:07 PM
>>>
somebody ask me questions can? hahaha
.never back down.
12:25 PM
>>>
/ Tuesday, April 5, 2011
hi! it's been really long since i kind of post something. Someone ask me to start posting again. hahaha.ok let's start off from all the way in the morning.
I woke up early today like 6.20am as usual but this time round i kind of went out early just to watch my band SYF performance. the last time i wake up this early n bath was like what? 2 yrs ago? haha so sleepy like hell.
I was kind of impress with my juniors uh. Hope they don't drop to Silver. And i was super impress with Ang Mo kio band! DAmn good i tell u! results will be like at 6 today. Wish them all ze best!
.never back down.
4:18 PM
>>>
