/ Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Today was awesome. End school at 11am. Had CCA fair after school. The sports hall was so pack with students. There are so many CCAs too! I was down to only two CCAs at first. It was Muay Thai and Silat! There was a Muay Thai sparing showcase. Seriously it's damn scary. Silat was nice too. It's super nice seriously!
So i was in super dilemma between silat and muay thai. Finally i chose muay thai because first it is practical in a real fight. Secondly the fee is cheap compared to outside muay thai. Thirdly it's only fri and sat.
I also chose gym club too. It was kind of last minute. The reason for me choosing this is because i want to buff up myself. I don't want to be so thin. Yea hope this gym club really helps me. The training starts next monday @ 5.30pm.
.never back down.
8:07 PM
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/ Monday, April 26, 2010
Let's start with school. School is alright for now maybe because i don't want to start thinking about my studies too much. It's not that i totally do not care about my studies, i still do care about it but not so much because i don't want to get stress over it. New subjects , new formulas and new facts is all difficult for me to absorb. It's alright though because i'm much more optimist than i used to be before.
School is really tiring but it's alright. I will get get use to it.
CCA orientation is coming. I think i have made up my mind on what cca i should be joining. It's going to be Muay Thai. A form of a combat martial arts. Reasons for me choosing this is because firstly i want it for self defense. I can protect myself and most importantly my love ones. Secondly , i want to find something that can make me fit. Second choice of CCA would be floorball/hockey i guess. Was considering paintball too but i heard that you have to pay for your own equipment. Hmm it's going to cost me a booms!
Anyway recently my specs broke. Currently using my second specs. Its grey in colour. I feel that it looks weird on me. Well i have to like use it for the mean time until i get a new specs or contact lenses. There's a few things in my mind that i want to buy. First is the contact lens/specs. Second would be a black shirt from freshbox. Thirdly, hmm i don't know. Hahaha! I guess i'll have to wait for next month when my next allowance comes in.
Recently , grandpa is admitted to hospital. Hope he is fine now. Sometimes i wonder will i be admitted to hospital when i'm old? Let's just pray for the best from god. :)
Anyway yesterday , i went to JP to do my assignment at starbucks. Few of my friend came down too just to hang out at the same time. Anyway got a free Haagen Dazs ice cream from Aisyah! It's really nice of her plus the ice cream is mouth watering seriously. Heavenly! :)
.never back down.
10:26 PM
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/ Thursday, April 22, 2010
mental note. never get angry again because one thing when ure angry, u ain't thinking straight. Ur emotional will engulf u and when once u realise ur mistakes , u'll regret it. sigh.
ya allah bantu aku ya allah macam bagaimana engkau bantu kekasihmu ya allah.
.never back down.
11:19 PM
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/ Wednesday, April 21, 2010
School was awesome today although class started at 9 but i came earlier at 8. Hahaha! had absolute fun man today. Lecturer was fun today unlike yesterday. Seriously super boring. Can die from boredom. Anyway currently here's the ranking of the subjects which is easy for me.
1.Mechanical 1
2.Engineering Materials
3.Engineering technology
After school , me n frens went to eat at foodcourt 6. hahaha cannot eat la sia. Eye candy dude seriously. Hahaha! Anyway after that went to hang out at hilltop. Had fun! alright after that went to the gym. Nice.
.never back down.
8:00 PM
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/ Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Seriously i'm feeling super shagged right now. Classes were super boring today and it's only day 2. Seriously had no mood for class today. 4 hours of boring lecture. It sucks! Anyway after school today which i end kind of early like 12, me and some of my classmates went to eat at foodcourt 2. Hahaha actually we kind of plan to eat at foodcourt 3 but it's super pack as usual. Actually every foodcourt is pack. After lunch , we went to the main library.
Super epic! Me and my friends surf facebook and one of us have to like recommend one chick at a time. So when it was my turn , they were like wtf! Dann where's ur taste! hahaha! it was effing hilarious! Serious we were like laughing so kind of soft loud. hahaha!
Hmm... Studies been hard for me. Actually i've learnt two new subjects called Engineering Materials and Engineering technology. Seriously it's super new. I'm so lost especially engineering tech. The lecturer teaches as if we already know the stuff. Damn i hate it. Starting to feel worried already. :(
.never back down.
9:34 PM
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/ Monday, April 19, 2010
Today is officially my first day at Singapore Poly! Lessons were superb for today. Basic maths was simple because it's basic like duh. Then i had Thermofluids class. Well today was just the briefing so Lecturer kind of let us go off early. Had no lessons from 12pm - 3pm! Awesommee! Then i had Engineering maths! Wah that i have a bit of a problem. It's a new subject so i'm kind of blur at the start of course. Maybe i have to read up more on that.
.never back down.
9:31 PM
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/ Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Went to the gym this morning with Hisyam. Saw bibi! Yea must start to workout already. It's been a long time since i went to the gym. Cant even lift up 20 kg anymore. I mean i can but it feels heavy! It used to be light for me. Then got gay stare at me again! -.- super trauma
alright went home and have a deep sleep. Woke up , grandma was in my house! My sister sprain her leg and had to call my grandma to fetch her. Omg my grandma helped to iron all my clothes! I love her sey! Anyway went to meet the juniors to teach them maths. Hahaha had fun with them. I love maths! First i was a bit blur coz i'm kinda forget about maths but after a while i'm intelligent again! Nice!
.never back down.
10:15 PM
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/ Monday, April 5, 2010
Today was a great day. At least better than yesterday. Early morning i played soccer with my peeps. Woke up kind of late but i reached there just in time. I admit today i was kind of off form. Maybe i'm tired for the past few days i guess.
In the afternoon , I went to watch the movie ''how to train your dragon in 3D''. It was superb! I feel like having one dragon for myself.Spent quite a lot for today. Hmm... i'm so going to save money already.
I went back for band at around 4 today. Spend great time with the bansmen! Miss hanging out with them! Miss the old times too. This wednesday is my Sports camp. I don't really look forward to it. Maybe not in the mood for camp i guess.
Currently my PrepMAths is on lesson 4! 2 more lessons and i'm done. Still got a lot more to go.
.never back down.
7:52 PM
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/ Sunday, April 4, 2010
hmm... today nothing much really. Woke up kinda late today at 11am. In the afternoon , i went down to JP to hand my friend the camp list for this coming wednesday. i don't really look forward for the camp. Actually i want to go but i don't want to do the cheer and all that. I'm not that kind of person. Sorry campers! I just want to get new friends and the experience. Walk around JP for awhile. Nothing much really. Actually tonight's plan was to head down to Lake park till midnight but feeling kinda lazy. Not really in the mood. I'm not emo though. Just no kick you see. Can't wait for tomorrow soccer with old peeps. Hmm i was thinking if i should buy the EFX band thingy. 50 bucks! Hmm... save or spent? Alright anyway tomorrows plan is to play soccer in the morning and watch how to train a dragon in the afternoon and after that head down to band if there's time to take my SYF photo! Hmm alright that's it for today.
.never back down.
10:18 PM
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/ Saturday, April 3, 2010
My leg is so tired. Need to have a day rest. Training was great with the wet weather. Not so tiring. I still need more stamina and more speed. Played much better than previous training. Need to improve on my left leg. Hmm... Should i go and buy that EFX thing? If it really works , it will heal my bruises and fatique fast! I need to recover fast. Too many injuries.
I'm so sad over the loss of man u to chelsea. Rooney is not in the pitch due to his injuries. Nani and Macheda entered the game on 75th min. Alex ferguson what are you doing?! I'm so angry with the linesman! Drogba is supposed to be offside! Wait till they watch the replay! Boo !!!! So depress!
.never back down.
10:55 PM
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Yesterday i really had a great time with the Chill Out group. It's not a big group. There's Alson , Elyemelia , Debbie , Siew Qin , Cherry , Xin yi and me. Hahaha it was a random outing by Xin yi. I think she's bored of school or something. First we planned to play basketball. Hahaha me playing basketball? Very awkward. Then our plan was disrupt by the rain so we went to Cherry's house to slack for awhile.
After the rain had ceased , we went down to play some balls! Sound so wrong uh? Very funny things happened la. The main point is i had a great time with them la. I miss the bandsmen! It's been a long time since i hang out with them. Xin Yi basket go sms 'i love u' to people using my phone! Guy also she sms! -.-'!
Then at night i head down to mosque for religious class. The mood of the class seems down today. Attendance was little too. Maybe it's a public holiday and they went for a family outing or something. Anyway at least i came. It's been a long time since i went for the class. I want to change my life. Hmm... need to start to make a difference. Wish me luck!
Anyway i had a dream! I don't know if i should call it a nightmare or not. I dreamt of her msging me that she love me! I thought it was real! Aaahhh! So depress when i woke up. Damn i can't deny that i still love her. I keep denying it but deep inside my heart i still do. I really miss her. Nevermind just don't be emo can already.
.never back down.
9:33 AM
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