/ Sunday, March 28, 2010
Yesterday's training was tiring. Hmm... maybe it's because i only ate breakfast. Was so engrossed in playing Company Of heroes. Damn the germans are strong. They keep coming in with tanks. And i need more ammunitions to defend. Hmm... Anyway today i willl be having a match with TCFC. I'm kind of nervous. Formation 5-3-2. Can we do it? Hmm i hope so.
Nowadays i realised i'm kind of quiet a bit.
.never back down.
11:32 AM
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/ Thursday, March 25, 2010
Had a great kickstart today. Went out early for school. Had a briefing on the prepmaths! I'm so going to study! Starting with this sunday. After that i won't be going out anymore. Must discipline myself plus i can save money for my motor license.
I went 'out with syazz and family!' Got her Sister can already! Dortz... They treat me. Actually i don't know today i feel kind of having stomach upset. I don't know why sey. Damn i miss her. Syazz mom said something which kind of struck me. She said people who always be patient will not loss anything. Hmmm... i hope she's right.
When i got home , i accidentally took a nap. I dreamt about her! When i woke up kind of happy lar. Then mom got home and starts the nag. Waduh! Life's suck if this keeps going on. Why can't i have some tranquility at home. Anyway i went to the coffeshop to buy some chicken rice for my family. Was kinda in a good mood at that point of time coz keep thinking of her. Haha the auntie of the stall say i handsome. She's so random but it's good that she doesn't lie. Ok stop it! Hmm...
Will i be with her? Ok what? right? Hmmm... Me and my blindness in love. Sometimes I feel so wrong to love her. I don't know. I just feel so wrong to love people. Sometimes i would just close my eyes and start to try and forget the person before but everytime i'm trying to forget , actually i'm remembering that person right? Why must human love someone? Sometimes love's not the cure but a sickness.
I love just being quiet and think and observe my surrounding. U'll realise a lot. I mean i don't know why i'm like this also. K sabar je insyaallah doa + usaha = success...
Ya allah... tlg hambamu yang lemah nie ya allah.
.never back down.
1:04 AM
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/ Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Work is kind of boring today. Time sleems to past slow today for me. Yes tomorrow i'm not working and going to school for A maths Briefing! Yes! Can't wait for tomorrow. Hmm... I bet i'll be going out tomorrow after the briefing! hahaha!
Alright today after work , went out with Rayu coz she want get free Ben N Jerry ice cream cone. ( jakun nyee...! ) Since i was in town so yea why not drop by right anyway it's been quite long since i didn't hang out with her. End up when we got there , the queue was super duper cuper looong! Typical Singaporeans! So willing to line up such a long queue. There wasn't only 1 line but a couple of lines! At last we didn't really queued up for it. I bought a new Shirt. Hmm... $45 bucks...
Anyway yea been watching some music videos lately. Recently watch was Jay Sean - Down down... Actually i've watched before but i kinda like the song so why not wathced again. Hmm... I want to have Body like Jay Sean... Personally he looks like an Indian to me. What do you think? Hahahaha!
Hmm.. Planning to jog at night but i'm feeling kind of letargic now. Due to going out the whole day.
.never back down.
6:58 PM
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/ Monday, March 22, 2010
Mondays i hate mondays. It's the start of a new week. First and for most I'm feeling very happy for Mancehster United Performance yesterday! Man u 2 - Liverpool 1. Plus They are top of the table! Chelsea tied up with Blackburn. Aww! Hahaha! Anyway today nothing really interesting just that there's this super big customer! Just like BOOMER but he's hairy only. Alright i'm super bored at work. Getting resst less! Can't wait for this saturdays soccer training! Damn this sunday west pheonix against TCFC DIVISION B. I have no idea how are we going to go against them now. Oh yea and i miss her. Hmmm... Sigh me and my unbalance life.
.never back down.
11:28 PM
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/ Sunday, March 21, 2010
It's been a long time since I update my blog. I've been away for three days for my class chalet. I have lots of fun during my chalet. Every moment pass is a treasure to remember. Those are the beautiful moments that i can't forget. Anyway yea i'm lazy to blog now.
.never back down.
9:01 PM
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/ Monday, March 15, 2010
I've got a bronchitis , terrible panda eyes and worst of all i'm limping. I feel like a handicap. Plus i miss her!
.never back down.
9:01 PM
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/ Sunday, March 14, 2010
Sunday. Don't you guys agree that time is ticking faster now. Signs of the judgement day.
I like being alone sometimes. When i'm alone just walking around , i'm quiet. Whenever i'm quiet , my mind isn't just going blank. I always look around observing people , nature and others and just learn from life. I see many good and bad people. Sometimes i smiled to myself and wonders why are we doing this things. That's where i learn.
Anyway yesterday i had a soccer match at marsiling. The place looks like a malaysia type of place if you know what i mean. Most of us recognised our opponents. Sadly we lost 3-1 but it was a nice game seriously rather than losing 10-1 with TCFC. I got a muscle cram at my left calf. It's super duper agonising i tell you when my calf got cram all of a sudden. You guys should try it sometimes. Now i'm limping. It feels so tiring walking around limping. Anyway i got to play as a left wing , centre mid and left forward. Personally , i think we played better for 2nd half. Our team has only 3 substitution but our opponent got quite a few. maybe 3 times more than us? I was doing fine when i'm in the position centre mid but Sharul ask for a change in position because he was tired already so i went up. When i was a left forward , there's this opponent of mine keep marking me. Everywhere i go he keep trailing me. Oh welll they always mark the key players.
So after the match at night , i went to Centris the condo above Jurong Point. It was Luqman who invited us. We were celebrating the March Babies Birthday. Happy Birthday to all those March Babies! Went home around 12 plus. Tsk mom so naggy. I really hate hate hate. I want grow up and have my own life!
You know what i'm feeling. I feel so 'i don't know'. Nevermind.
.never back down.
7:19 AM
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/ Friday, March 12, 2010
hey it's been quite awhile since i last update my blog. Anyway i got a job and it's a great one too! I work on Monday to Friday at 8.30am - 1.00pm. My pay is like $6 per hour. Quite a lot. My job is to promote this NTUC membership to people who wants to make security pass. I've got a commission of $3 for every person who signs up for the membership. Most of the time my job is like slacking. I can sit there and enjoy the air con while listening to my mp3 but it's boring also if there's nothing to do.
I love this job because it trains me to talk to people and i can get more experience you see. Anyway lately i have been going home kind of late. Hahaha! Yesterday was fun! Went out with my primary school friends. The four of us had lots of laughter and yes Syazrul finally knows about it. Hope he help me. My bestfriend what must help.
Alright today i went for religious class at the mosque. I was 30 mins late but it turns out fine. Oh yes today my face was carve with smiles and smiles! Hmm... tomorrow i have a match at marsiling. Best of luck to us! May the best team win. Tomorrow night i'll be heading to centris. Luqman's party. He invited me. Aww i'm so touch seriously. Thanks (:
Anyway to those people who wants me to link you guys , sorry not at a moment. I'm kind of busy for this whole month. Hope you guys understand. Alright that is all.
.never back down.
11:07 PM
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/ Monday, March 8, 2010
Damn i'm so tired today. Perhaps due to lack of sleep i guess. Went to the gym with Sharizal. I didn't really work out that much. Firstly , it's been a long time since i head down to the gym. I guess it's more than 2 weeks. The feeling of wanting to workout and the determination is like fading. Damn i lost 1kg! Weights getting heavier. Secondly , she suddenly came into my mind and i'm starting to miss her already which i don't want to! No! I said to myself that it's all in my mind. For awhile i was able to focus but i lost it again. I guess i really love her. Confess? Hmmm... i have no idea whether should i proceed with that. Patience.
LATER afternoon , i head down to SP with Syazrul and Andi to pay the fee for the focamp. Oh2 we bought SP t-shirts! $5 only cheap and dri fit. Hahaha dortz... And Andi kept falling while walking up the stairs! It was so hilarious! Hahaha! Anyway come to think about it, SP isn't really that big. It's like my secondary school. Kind of dull too but i hope the classroom will be great eh?
.never back down.
9:49 PM
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/ Sunday, March 7, 2010
Everyday i need to save up at least $10. I'm planning to save money so that next year i could get my driving license! Hmm.. i lazy update about my life. It's fine don't worry
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10:44 PM
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/ Friday, March 5, 2010
You know what , today was great. After subuh, i didn't sleep because i had to go for medical check up at 8.30am. I reached JP at around 8.35am. Satria and Syazrul was late! Well i'm the only who reach there first. Luck there's no injection or anything.
.never back down.
9:26 PM
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I'm loving my new laptop. It's faster than my previous laptop and it's VISTA! Dortz... Hmmm... Later i'm going out at 8am to go for medical check up! Damn i forgot to ask my mom to top up my Ez link Card! What a sad life. Anyway yar in the afternoon heading down to band to help my junior. At night planning to go masjid. So long never go. Hmmm that's all
.never back down.
7:06 AM
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/ Wednesday, March 3, 2010
5 tiring days working at expo and they say save the best for last but the last day at work was the worst. There's this ' supervisor ' ask me and my friend to packed off! What the fuck man. The only regret that i gave is that i didn't fought back. As if i let him step over me. Come to think again , we didn't made any thing wrong. I was so effing angry man. Feels like taking a shotgun and blast his balls!
Damn my stress tolerancy increases again. Damn i really hate this. My anger management is getting out of hand. Getting bad to worst and i think i have split personalities. Maybe not split but double. Yea so whatever
.never back down.
10:52 PM
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