Over-dosage.

/ Wednesday, August 26, 2009

My O level targets:

English - B4
Maths - A1
Science - A2 / A1
DnT - A2 / A1
Humanities - B4
Malay - B4

L1 r4 - 11 / 13
L1 r5 - 15 / 17

Must work hard for it! Cannot just aim for it!

.never back down.
8:18 PM

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My prelims are just around the corner and almost all my subject teachers are trying to push us but they getting too far fetched. They don't realise that we are also human. Kept giving us tons of homework and they think we got the time! Everyday school ends as late as 5pm due to remedial classes. By the time i got home , i'll be as frail as ever. Take a nap after my break fast but by the time i woke up , it will be around 9.30pm - 10pm. Got 2 hours to study and complete my stuff. Always slept around 12 am and woke up at 5am the next morning to eat in the morning and then went to sleep again at 6am and wake up again at 7am.

I've been experiencing stress lately probably because the exams are just around the corner and i have a lot of tasks to do but time is not sufficient for me to accomplish my tasks. I have no time for breaks which many of my friends had advise me to do. I can't take a break even though i'm stress but i can manage it. I know i can if i input disciplinary actions into my work. Anyway have you heard of the phrase '' suffer first , enjoy later ''? That's what i'm imposing on myself. Anyway my secret to success is perseverence. It is key.

I'd love to stay and elaborate about my current life but i have to go.Until next time.

.never back down.
7:04 PM

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/ Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Dann - Kean Onn : eh kean onn the math test easy or not?
Kean Onn - Dann : This time round more difficult le

Damn now i'm feeling pressurise. Although i know i'm good at maths but by hearing all this signs , it just makes me more worried. Friends are starting to revise. Damn it makes me more pressure even though i know everything inside out. Hope God is on my side on that day.

Anyway i chat with Fatin again today. Had fun chatting with her. Everytime she writes something in the chat box , a smile was carve on my face. It's nice knowing her. Very funny person. Once again i'm not into her okay. It's not the time to have relationships. I'm not ready to have a new one since i last broke with my ex. I just want to enjoy my life first before getting into any relationships or anything. Anyway i can't seem to find the right partner for me. Maybe i'm fussy. haha

.never back down.
10:48 PM

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I didn't went to school today. Yesterday night i slept very late and had a migrane. In the morning today still had a bit of migrane. Damn it! I can't overcome it. It's like everything that i see is rotating in circles but i know it's not. I'm so damn dizzy. How i wish i could go to school. I really want to study so badly.

Anyway had news that i've gotten c5 for malay! Wohoo! Was expecting b4. Actually i was suppose to go to MLB but i tell my teacher that i can pass. Haha! My oral and LC was a merit! Nice.. Means that my papers were the ones which pull me down. A reatake is for sure for me. I can do it! Jia You!! =)

.never back down.
12:53 PM

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Yesterday had a chat with Nurul Fatin. She's one of the girl in the night cycling group. We started chatting in facebook then i asked for her email. So add her on msn and continued chatting. She's as funny as ever. I find her persoality very cute and i think she's a fun person to be with. haha! It's not that i'm attracted to her or anything ok. So don't get me wrong.

.never back down.
12:27 PM

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